I've been roaming around, trying to catch all the pieces left behind,
Instead all I see, silence where laughter used to be,
The void that takes up your space, this foreign mask where I can't see your face,
Painted smiles, lying eyes, the things that you wont hide,
Because I'm not sure how to fix you, I'm not sure what's my next move,
I'm not sure of anything that you've left me, I can't fix these quiet rooms,
This air of empty space if there is any, All you've give me is a path without a purpose,
Do you even want to be fixed? Can I stop this wound from taking over?
Is this a battle I can't win? I
Will someone tell me what I'm thinking,
Cause I've lost all feeling,
Time has no meaning,
when everything's the same,
When every day my reflection never changes,
Trapped in ice,
Surrounded by fire,
this pain I'm feeling,
my wound's are never healing,
I can't stand my reflection,
Can't face my self,
Can't say what I think,
Don't know how to speak,
My voice is paralyzed,
Why can't you understand,
I don't want to see,
I don't want to know,
All I want to do is runaway,
From my feelings,
From the thoughts I'm keeping inside,
The world is shifting,
What happens when it stops turning?,
Will I hit the ground?,
Or will I kee
Dreamer Dreamer,
Weave your spell,
Dreammer Dreammer,
Keep me away from this hell,
Dreamer Dreamer,
How far are you?
Dreammer Dreammer,
I wonder where you are,
Dreamer Dreamer,
the sky is falling,
the stars so bright,
Dreamer dreamer,
look at the world tonight,
Dreamer Dreamer,
watch the leaves fall away,
Dreamer Dreamer,
wont you come and stay?
Dreamer Dreamer,
look at the pictures in your head,
the thoughts the magic,
the words you never said,
Dreamer Dreamer,
it's time to wake,
Open your eyes,
Mornings ab
Your presence lingers,
I can feel it coming closer,
It's pushing me,
To the edge of reason,
the darkness that lies within,
I can feel it,
The shadows creeping in the night,
the chill on my neck,
The darkness in the moonlight,
Your presence lingers,
a picture,
a thought,
drifting past my mind,
I can't let go,
I won't give up...
Alice hurry up down the rabbit whole,
hurry Alice before it's too late,
the clock's ticking Alice- soon it'll be to late,
what's real?
what's fake?
is this a dream?
or a nightmare?
A vision? A dream? nothing's like it seems,
the light, the dark, the shadow's falling in between,
Alice hurry up down the rabbit whole,
Alice the clock's ticking hurry before it's too late,
A deck of cards,
led by the queen of broken heart's,
mirror images,
Magnificient birds,
a riddle, a clue
oh what to do?
is this real or fake?
this world so extraordinary
is in fact just imaginary.
Close your eyes my dear,
while I wash away your hidden pain,
The sorrow, the hurt, the innocence, the blame,
just close your eyes, and rest your head,
I'll take care of the rest- dont worry about them and what they say.
Close your eyes,
cover your ears,
wipe away all your tears,
don't worry your preaty little head,
your not dead yet...
your pain so large,
your wounds so deep,
My words the only one keept,
ignore the pain, ignore the sorry,
a new beginning,
waiting away tomorrow.
Close your eyes,
cover your ears,
my voice the only one you'll hear
I'll wipe away all your fears,
don't worry your preaty little head,
your
I've been roaming around, trying to catch all the pieces left behind,
Instead all I see, silence where laughter used to be,
The void that takes up your space, this foreign mask where I can't see your face,
Painted smiles, lying eyes, the things that you wont hide,
Because I'm not sure how to fix you, I'm not sure what's my next move,
I'm not sure of anything that you've left me, I can't fix these quiet rooms,
This air of empty space if there is any, All you've give me is a path without a purpose,
Do you even want to be fixed? Can I stop this wound from taking over?
Is this a battle I can't win? I
Close your eyes my dear,
while I wash away your hidden pain,
The sorrow, the hurt, the innocence, the blame,
just close your eyes, and rest your head,
I'll take care of the rest- dont worry about them and what they say.
Close your eyes,
cover your ears,
wipe away all your tears,
don't worry your preaty little head,
your not dead yet...
your pain so large,
your wounds so deep,
My words the only one keept,
ignore the pain, ignore the sorry,
a new beginning,
waiting away tomorrow.
Close your eyes,
cover your ears,
my voice the only one you'll hear
I'll wipe away all your fears,
don't worry your preaty little head,
your
Alice hurry up down the rabbit whole,
hurry Alice before it's too late,
the clock's ticking Alice- soon it'll be to late,
what's real?
what's fake?
is this a dream?
or a nightmare?
A vision? A dream? nothing's like it seems,
the light, the dark, the shadow's falling in between,
Alice hurry up down the rabbit whole,
Alice the clock's ticking hurry before it's too late,
A deck of cards,
led by the queen of broken heart's,
mirror images,
Magnificient birds,
a riddle, a clue
oh what to do?
is this real or fake?
this world so extraordinary
is in fact just imaginary.
Your presence lingers,
I can feel it coming closer,
It's pushing me,
To the edge of reason,
the darkness that lies within,
I can feel it,
The shadows creeping in the night,
the chill on my neck,
The darkness in the moonlight,
Your presence lingers,
a picture,
a thought,
drifting past my mind,
I can't let go,
I won't give up...
Dreamer Dreamer,
Weave your spell,
Dreammer Dreammer,
Keep me away from this hell,
Dreamer Dreamer,
How far are you?
Dreammer Dreammer,
I wonder where you are,
Dreamer Dreamer,
the sky is falling,
the stars so bright,
Dreamer dreamer,
look at the world tonight,
Dreamer Dreamer,
watch the leaves fall away,
Dreamer Dreamer,
wont you come and stay?
Dreamer Dreamer,
look at the pictures in your head,
the thoughts the magic,
the words you never said,
Dreamer Dreamer,
it's time to wake,
Open your eyes,
Mornings ab
Will someone tell me what I'm thinking,
Cause I've lost all feeling,
Time has no meaning,
when everything's the same,
When every day my reflection never changes,
Trapped in ice,
Surrounded by fire,
this pain I'm feeling,
my wound's are never healing,
I can't stand my reflection,
Can't face my self,
Can't say what I think,
Don't know how to speak,
My voice is paralyzed,
Why can't you understand,
I don't want to see,
I don't want to know,
All I want to do is runaway,
From my feelings,
From the thoughts I'm keeping inside,
The world is shifting,
What happens when it stops turning?,
Will I hit the ground?,
Or will I kee
Dear Stars,
I have a bone to pick with you. You see, when I was six, I called myself the nowhere girl... and I coloured myself a soulmate. I made him on crumpled sheets, with broken pieces of crayon, on a playground that was too busy wondering whether growing up entailed stealing their mother's cigarettes and their father's dirty magazines (I suppose I was already wise enough to know that growing up meant choosing one of the many ways of breaking yourself in two.)
I hope you remember him, stars...he was important to me (My best friend threw that drawing away on my seventh birthday and told me that someone like me was not supposed to have su
Current Residence: somewhere cold deviantWEAR sizing preference: You do know it's rude to ask a girl her weight, right? Favourite genre of music: anything except rap Favourite style of art: anime, surrealism, chibi-pictures. Operating System: windows MP3 player of choice: ipod nano Wallpaper of choice: It changes a lot Favourite cartoon character: Orihime, Link (it counts), Cheshire (Pandora Hearts) Personal Quote: "There is an actual method to my madness...I just haven't found it yet."
Favourite Visual Artist
Hayao Miyazaki
Favourite Movies
spirited away, howl's moving castle, juno,
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
anything
Favourite Writers
Alice Sebold, J.K.Rowling
Favourite Games
Harvest Moon, Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker, Pokemon.
Favourite Gaming Platform
gamecube, nintendo DS, WII (I'm a nintendo freak)
Tools of the Trade
Mechanical pencils or pens,
Other Interests
lighting off fireworks, chasing pebbles, singing random rhymes
I hate admitting this but thoughts work better when they're not in my head.
I'm spiraling.
I'm spiraling and I'm sinking and I hate it.
I'm afraid I'm going to cross my lines.
But for now this is something I can handle. It scares me but I'm still stronger.
I just have to remember that.